Personal Journal

Day 6 – August 3, 2021

Day 6 – August 3, 2021

Today has been an interesting one. I got several new messages from the site. I also got a message that left my mouth hanging open. A man that I will call Gary who lives in my state has sent several messages to me. I had not responded other than to say thanks for the compliments he gave. His writing was awful, spelling and grammar were non existent. I had a hard time making out what he was saying. He sent a second message that was equally bad. I replied that I was looking for the best possible match and that I was communicating with a few men and he should continue his search. He then sent another message that when I was done playing around with the boys, I could find him a man using his phone number.

JerseyShore sent a link to a site that he is a part of. He wanted to show me what he is into. I was a little impressed with his group and what they do artistically. Of course, he ruined it by sending me a picture of him with his tongue hanging out. His explanation of why he sent it was that he had to be who he was, and I needed to see it to know how he could please me with it. My reply was I have to go, and I said nothing else to him. I think JerseyShore is done.

I chatted with a nice man from the west coast (Harold) who claims that he is looking for a long-term relationship and asked if might get a coffee or drink sometime. Another man (Igor) from Germany also chatted with me about how fake the people on the site are. Our chat was about nothing really specific. He went on to say that he had several health issues and felt ashamed of his body. He would love to go to a nude beach. I told him that he should practice by walking around his house chanting I’m no different than anyone else to build his confidence.

Then I got a very alpha male message from (Jeff). He demanded that I leave him my number and then text him at his. He only wanted to talk by phone. He said I “look dam good”. I was done as soon as I saw the word “dam”. Bye Jeff.

I thought Evan had given up since I wouldn’t video chat with him, but he tried to video call again. I guess I’ll have to end it officially.