Personal Journal

Day 8 – August 5, 2021

Day 8 - August 5, 2021

I have been distracted all day with thoughts of Lewis. I’m still trying to figure out why he’s into me. I know that I have to stop this loop that makes me think that something must be wrong with him to be interested in me. There are many things that I have done, that make me feel unworthy of what I honestly think we could have. It is fear. 

Lewis has been thoughtful and sweet. I will remain cautious. He says that he wants to take it slow, he wants us to become best friends and then move forward. I also know that it can be hard to do that when you feel like you’ve met someone special. The scary part for me is that I can envision us together years from now, happy and in love.

Typically, when I can see it happening, it never does. Breathe Kimberly, I say to myself. Be open, be honest, be the you that only a few people get to know well.

He has an adorable dog that I already have puppy love for. I was tickled pink when he showed me his picture. Last year I created a book cover for a friend who uses this breed in his stories, and he wanted to make sure it was on the cover.