Personal Journal

September 29, 2021

Since my last post, I confronted Lewis, and of course, he tried to convince me that I was mistaken. He also proceeded to say that I must be talking to my friends who are trying to ruin our relationship out of jealousy. I had talked to my friends, and both of them reminded me that my instincts about this kind of thing have never been wrong.

Trusting my intuition, I blocked him on WhatsApp and then deleted the app from my phone. I forgot that he had one of my email addresses until I got a desperate-sounding email where he begged me not to break things off. I moved it to my spam folder, and I’m done.

It is a shame that the best romantic relationships that I have are with men made up in the recesses of my mind. There, they are perfect and it always ends well.